I am so sick of not being able to focus. I missed a shrink appointment because of a last minute crisis at work and now I owe them $50. I can't afford that and my $50 Rx, so now I have no meds. Things are flying at me at top speed in the office and I just can't handle it. I keep trying to focus, to get my job done and I can't. Try to take little baby steps. One thing at a time. It's not working. There is too much and I am smothering under it.